Some people think that by directly attacking you heads-on they can get away with murder. The best part of trying to slowly kill me, is that most people do not know that I don’t have much of a history … sure, apart from being fabulous and who hasn’t?
I meant that if you needed someone’s past to have a continuance in your future, something inside of you must have died, and that’s a very sad thing – to have something inside die, like a soul, an ego or worst …
This is when I try to justify the worst bit but I can’t think of a word, to make it sound less painful than it already is — I’d be worried stiff if my ego died, but I know its literally not the end of Me … it just means that I have somewhat changed, and that people should try not to extract my energy just so they can continue living. My reality is so different from most — my inner reality is very very dark, and if one is not used to the night sky, or of falling into the skies, living in the forest ALONE, they’d best not try to go in on their own.
I only open myself to very very special people — persons I truly love, and there are not many of those in the Uni-Verse. Most people pretend to love me, to sweep the rug from under my feet and then deceive me with their lies etcetera, but I don’t tell them out front … I pretend as if I’m clueless to these things. I let Karma burn them for like forever …AR.AR